Living in the In-Between

     New Year's Day, 2014---I am reveling in having my daughter visit from Indonesia. Although her time here is short, it has been good. We have enjoyed each other's company so much. She is gentle, loving, and supportive. When she is here, I let down and feel myself relaxing a bit more from my responsibilities for my husband's care. We play word games, laugh at stupid stuff, joke with each other, share our grief and tears, and allow each other to be who we are.
     We talk about the end of life, of her daddy's life, my life, and even hers. We know our wishes and desires. It doesn't mean we aren't enjoying the time we have together. It means we are living in the in-between.
     We believe this earthly journey is not all there is. We believe that one day we will not have to say "goodbye" again. We believe that Jesus is the One who holds us all together, and that one day we will be free from physical limitations, disease, and pain. We will be with the One who gave His life to make it all possible.
     We have much for which to be thankful, and much for which to pray in 2014. We will do both. Many today are wishing folks happiness and peace in 2014. I agree with those wishes. I also wish for all of us: the opportunity to grow and mature in our faith in the coming year...through whatever comes to us...and to know Christ better and grow closer to Him each passing day.
     I am reminded of my former pastor and friend, Bud, who argued with God, plead with God, reminded God of His promises, and surrendered to the will of God in his life. That's what I want in 2014...a relationship with God like that. Then whatever life brings to us this year, we will face with grace, mercy, and an abiding trust in His plans.
     So much for my New Year's meanderings! Blessings